As in buying things I wouldn't usually buy,
talking to people I wouldn't usually talk to,
wanting things I wouldn't usually want,
saying things I wouldn't usually say.
That is soooo strange.
My priorities are all over the place,
I'm forgetting what I want,
what I'm working for,
and in the process...
I'm learning how to LIVE!
I wanna
like I'm dying tomorrow,
like I'm losing my voice
like my legs are breaking
like I'm about to destroy
like I'm about to forget
like I'm about to work
and
like tomorrow my heart will break.
This is what I want with my life now,
This is how I want to live
How to feel
How to be.
I am...
Happy.
XOXO
Riah
