So far in College I've been living a fantastic life.
I know I've chosen the right University and I know that every day.
However, It's so intimidating. I'm really scared to be at school because I feel like I"m not as smart as all of these kids around me. These kids make me feel like I'm lower than them and need to work even harder than them to even be considered decent. I am so scared I'm not as smart as any of them.
This place is intense. I mean,
I've been trying to understand my British Literature homework for the past 3 hours and I'm still stumped. and I want to cry because I've NEVER not understood literature before. and I'm so lost I want to cry.
I love college so much. But it scares the shiznits out of me.
XOXO
Riah
