I'm not myself lately! But I like this better.....

I've been acting odder than usual,
As in buying things I wouldn't usually buy,
talking to people I wouldn't usually talk to,
wanting things I wouldn't usually want,
saying things I wouldn't usually say.

That is soooo strange.
My priorities are all over the place,
I'm forgetting what I want,
what I'm working for,

and in the process...
I'm learning how to LIVE!

I wanna

like I'm dying tomorrow,

like I'm losing my voice

like my legs are breaking

like I'm about to destroy

like I'm about to forget

like I'm about to work
and

like tomorrow my heart will break.






This is what I want with my life now,
This is how I want to live
How to feel
How to be.
I am...
Happy.

XOXO
Riah

The Party Don't Start till I Walk In!

Wow I have been gone a very long time!

This week was pretty awesome,
I got voted SnoDaze Queen at my school!
I used to be the lonely girl that had lunch alone and had no friends,
and now I'm the popular girl.

It's weird though....
I'm considered the "goth" girl at my school
Goth kids hate the popular kids...
Good thing I'm not goth or I'd have to hate myself!
lol.

This crosses win a stupid popularity contest off my list! XD

Here are some pictures from that day!

It really was pretty awesome!
I had a really good night!
XOXO
~Riah